Right away I stood there, As silent as mice Feeling the gust of air The absolute surmise. The surmise of the road The fear of the staring toad The loneliness of waters The feel of a travel by boat !!
I walked on and on and on The road quiet and awfully scorn. The immense feeling of asking Why on this earth was I born? Quite rightly Earth I didn’t adorn !!
I was at the utmost of self – loathing, I didn’t want to see myself. In my veins, pain roaring, The contagious grief attacks, the minor explodings !!
There is no one sadder than me My heart not a second did beat nonchalantly Not a single sign of glee I wanted to leave my soul, away I wanted to flee!! O death! Please arrest me!!
I started screaming at the top of my voice Bellowing with anger, my last choice I had tripped on a stone Rising from my body, sinking flies
I got up to tidy my half torn dress My pain, sorrow and grief suppressed I felt a thump in my heart ; the least addressed A bashing striking beat in my chest In front of me, I saw a very new guest
Half naked she was, eyes filled with blood Her body was red, stained with mud Her hair entangled more complexly than a grape vine There were nails on her feet; a total of nine Surrounded by atleast ants a thousand To feed upon her whole body; they were abundant !!
Still in her eyes was a gloomy sparkle On her skin, a fresh dazzle There was a feeling of victory in her defeat The whole forest seemed to be moaning for her !!
She raised up very slightly, Her hands relaxing the pain in her chest, Her legs tied in a shackle tightly Her face lit with an expression of zest.
With the dullest appearance, she seemed the most beautiful to me. Happiest in the saddest situations one could ever be.
My face danced to display my doubt And an understanding arose in her snout And then came her undefinable bout Which spoke silently ” I have to shout !!”
I nodded my head agreeing to her I wanted to hear the bravest soul I had ever seen
A broader smile then appeared and in a clear hoarse voice, she said ” Your sadness is a gift. Don’t reject it, don’t rush it. Live it fully and use it as a fuel to change and grow.”
Her mere words changed my thoughts, An upliftment of spirit they brought. My loneliness and sorrow were soon shot. My will suddenly became hypermobile, Everything seemed warm as if in a cot. I was ready for an absolute new start !!